Wednesday, April 25, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST WINNIE!

Sworn Sisters forever!

Winnie, thanks for the birthday gift! Thank you people. I simply love the people around me. I feel the warmth! Lazy to eleborate much about today's life. I was too tired that I simply slept for most of the time.

And I did nothing for PE. Just did some stretching. People complaint that I'm not a human being! Wahahahahaha!

That Poh Yih was so noisy. He kept commenting that I'm skinny. Theresa drew his arm! Haha! He kept saying he could not fit in my skirt.

Shitstead's sick. Take care!

Thank you people for the belated birthday wishes!

Oh yes, by the way, I would like to congratulate choir for clinching GOLD for SYF, which the central judging was held yesterday (MY BIRTHDAY!).

No bronze so far for performing arts CCA in NCHS.

CHINESE DANCE: GOLD WITH HONOURS
CHOIR: GOLD

String Orchestra: GOLD

CHINESE ORCHESTRA: SILVER

Wind Orchestra: SILVER

ELDDS: Silver

CLDDS: cop (sighs)

International Dance: Pending

I don't really dare to know the results for modern dance. Because... SIGHS! I spotted lots of mistakes. Frankly speaking, I find no climax in the dance. I'm afraid that the judges find nothing impressive. Sigh. Just don't wanna talk about it. Results shall be out tomorrow. All the best!

lots of love @ 21:54
... I believe it's possible

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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

TOUCHED!

WOOPS! QUICKLY POST BEFORE TODAY, 24th APRIL 2007 ENDS! 5 minutes till 25th april, WINNIE'S BIRTHDAY!

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JETHRO YEN WEI DENG! My cousin who has the same birthday as me! Happy Birthday to myself too! Haha! Today is the most memorable in my secondary four life!

I woke up at 5am.
Yes, I woke up that early to rush to school to help modern dancers to draw eye-liner! I left my house at 5.55am. My day started off with dropping my water bottle. Shi Min and her mother were laughing at me. Adelaide, Shi Min and I were waiting for Jessie. While waiting, many taxis and buses had passed by! I could hear the croaking of frogs nearby! AHH! I'm scared of frogs. When Jessie arrived, no taxi or bus passed by. Oh ya, she was the first to give me the birthday present. A chocolate early in the morning, I left it in class and it melted!

When I reached the hall, most of them already had their make-ups on. Many of them complaint to me about their eye-liners where horrible. So I redo it for them.

Pearl welcome me with 16 bashes! Ahhhh! Hey! It's painful!

Mr Ong allowed us to followed the modern dancers to NUS UCC to support them. MISSED LESSONS! So I went back to class to put my bags and inform my teachers. OH MY! I WAS TOUCHED!!! THE CLASS SANG BIRTHDAY SONGS FOR ME!!! Thanks 4Hybrid!

Thanks for the birthday wishes modern dancers!

Oh ya! The bus was too small to carry the chinese dancers. The journey was horrible too! It's a long journey and the bus kept jerking. Ahh! CAR SICK! I was doing the touch-ups for the performers. The bus was shaking and shaking! Thanks shu wen and adelaide for the bashes on bus!

The journey took more than an hour. Horrible isn't it? MY "BIRTHDAY GIFT" FROM THE DRIVER.

The competition started. Sigh, refused to eleborate. Anyway, the drinks vanding machine in NUS UCC cheated my money! It ate away my $1.10!!!!!!

I saw Kai Wei at UCC.

We went back to school around 12.30pm and reached at 1.15pm. We had our lunch in canteen and go back to class. Then we prepared for the pizza treat. Before the treat, I received the second gift from Sha Sha and Chu Xuan. Thanks!

We waited for the secondary twos to arrive. I didn't realise that when they came up, it's already 2.15pm. English enrichment course started at that time. We started eating our pizza. Unknowingly, it was already 2.45pm. Ms Tan came storming into the dance studio and scolded the sec4 express dancers. She was looking into my eyes fiercely and I almost cried. I had a great shock! I quickly put on my shoes and apologised then rushed back to class.

I felt left out during the lesson. I came late and I was so lost. Feeling that today was so sulky and sour. My mind was bothered about what had happened.

But it changes after lesson. I LOVE MY ZHABOS! Laine made a brownie as my birthday cake. They sang for me and gave me presents and take pictures! I LOVE THEM! Thanks for the rabbit, toy phone, ferrero roche and marshmellows and BROWNIE!!!

I LOVE CHINESE DANCERS LOTS TOO! They gave me a great surprised! Xue Yan had actually planned secretly for the celebration for winnie & I! I WAS TOO TOUCHED THAT I CRIED!

The lights were off when I reached dance studio. Then suddenly they switched on the lights. The juniors were with balloons and sang birthday song (and danced) for us. Xue Yan had prepared the cake I wanted! WOOTS! I LOVE XUE YAN! WHEE! I LOVE CHINESE DANCERS!

We took lots of pictures and dance dance dance till 6.30pm. We also apologised to Ms Tan. Lots of eleboration to be done. My mum is asking me to sleep now.

Thanks for the birthday card chinese dancers. Thanks for the ballerinas from Xue Yan, Min Min, Hui Yu, Aloysius and Elroy.

Thanks for the birthday messages and the birthday wishes on friendster's comments!

GOOD NIGHT! I LOVE ZHABO'S UNITED! I LOVE SOARING WINGS #12! I LOVE CHINESE DANCERS!!! I LOVE INTERNATIONAL DANCE TOO!

lots of love @ 23:53
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Monday, April 23, 2007

MODERN DANCE, GOGOGO!

Counting down: LESS THAN A DAY TO SYF CENTRAL JUDGING FOR INTERNATIONAL DANCE
and my birthday.


Tomorrow shall be a big day for modern dance and chinese dance!
The modern dance is down for competition while chinese dance is down for celebration of victory. All the best modern dance. QIANYONG HAS FAITH IN YOU ALL THAT YOU'LL GET GOLD WITH HONOURS! IT SHALL BE A LUCKY DAY FOR YOU ALL, because it's my birthday. Ms Tan will be treating us pizza tomorrow too!

I went to help modern dance with make-ups for their full-dress rehearsal this afternoon. I love helping people with eye-liners! Woohoo! It's fun!

I'm lazy to update much. Had to wake up super early tomorrow to help my juniors. Anyway, I love my juniors. I don't think it's troublesome to help. Thanks Denyse & Khai Yin for flooding my friendster's comment box for appreciation and thanks Jia Ying for attempting to say "I LOVE QIANYONG" on the microphone this morning. I love you too! (: I'm touched! I LOVE MY JUNIORS! WOOHOO! I really don't wish to leave them.

Haha Poh Yih, You can't be the first to wish me happy birthday!
I shall be going to my dreamland very soon. I'm meeting stella at lala land tonight. She wanted to be the first to wish me! So surprised that Poh Yih actually remembers my birthday. Anyway, good night! Modern Dance & Choir, all the best for SYF tomorrow! It shall be a lucky day for you all, because it's my birthday!

lots of love @ 22:03
... I believe it's possible

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Sunday, April 22, 2007

Second true friend test

(My second post of today)

Try out this test if you think you know me relatively well. Don't worry if you don't score well. Refer to my blog entries to hunt for answers. It's like comprehension. Thanks for attempting it!

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/274545

lots of love @ 19:11
... I believe it's possible

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Working Day

Counting down: ONLY (LESS THAN) TWO DAYS TO SYF CENTRAL JUDGING FOR INTERNATIONAL DANCE and my birthday.

Oh my, I cried.
Oh cry baby qianyong, no no! I'm not cry baby! I cry because I'm touched by my juniors. I LOVE MY JUNIORS! Denyse and Khai Yin appreciate my care and concern. Khai Yin flooded my comment box on friendster. Thanks for the compliments.

I went to work this morning.
My cousin Eunice wasn't able to help my dad, so I took over her. Ahh, actually I wanted to stay at home. My sister followed me because she was left behind by my mother. So my sister and I went helping my dad in his clinic. The seven-year-old is so cute! She's super helper. I could admit that she did more than me. I did the registration for the patients, collect their medication and consultation fees and did all those work that need calculation and writing. She took the patients' registration card and insisted on chopping the time and date stamp. Okay, fine, let the kid do it. My dad asked me to get the patients' medicines. The kid insisted to do it. Okay, fine, let her do it. She automatically put those medication inside the carriers. She instructed the patient how to take their medications.

My dad paid her for all those. He gave her $5. She said, "No daddy, I don't need so much money." My dad replied, "No girl, I reward you for your efficient job." My sister thought for awhile then said, "Two dollars is more than enough."

What a sensible girl. All the patients praised that my sister is well-behaved, smart and sweet. Yes, but we must denied when other people praised her. So that she would not be arrogant. But we know that she is really sweet and has great morality. The seven-year-old is so great, but sometimes her temper may be awful.

Mid-year-Examination is around the corner, it's time to concentrate on studies.
Winnie's birthday is in three days time! But our celebration may be called off. Many people could not make it. Sigh. I'm kind of disappointed. This is the last year together in NCHS. Winnie and I always missed the chance to celebrate. I'm afraid we will not be able to have such opportunity in future. ALOYSIUS LIM JI WEI owed me presents.

Lastly, I would like to comment on someone: Ying haw's a jerk.
He deserves tight slaps! I saw his dad just now. I wanted to complain to him what he had done. But I didn't. I told my mum about it but she doesn't really believe me.

lots of love @ 18:12
... I believe it's possible

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Saturday, April 21, 2007

Modern Dance Can Make it!

Counting down: ONLY (LESS THAN) 3 days till SYF Central Judging for International Dance and my birthday.

I have faith in Modern Dance, I believe they will get gold with honours!

Today started off with quarrel.
Yes, what a dumb start. I quarrelled with my elder brother over a phone call. I feel so stupid and sorry. I think I'm too rude and too aggressive. Awhh!

I spent 8 hours in school today.
Yes, 8 hours. I reached school at 9am for English remedial, followed by Mathematics. I am kind of low-spirited in the morning because I don't know. (I'm lying actually as won't said it here. Nobody knows why, except me.)

I went to meet up with Shi Wen in the afternoon. We wanted to watch modern dance full dress rehearsal. We're the "judges". Liang Yu came too! Their costumes make the dancers looked like astronauts -- the three main colours are grey, white and silver, liang yu called it the "emo-colour". LOL!

They weren't that bad. Their expressions had some improvements. Actually, I wanted to stay longer to help them to put on the make ups, but my mum rang around 4pm. She demanded me to go home immediately. Oh well, fine, I went home.

Then I prepared to went to fuzhi for rojak making.
Not bad! Hehe! But I don't really like seeing people wasting food -- throwing bean sprouts, playing with fruits. Imagine those people who are starving in the developing countries. Sigh!

And Hong Sheng was so greedy. He kept eating the fruits while peeling, cutting, washing and mixing. He made a big mess but he did not stay back and clean the floor. Irresponsible guy. No no, he's not a guy.

After dismissal, Ai Leng and I went to Zhang Clan Association to wait for my elder brother. He was so slow. Because he was slow, something happened to me. SIGH! We went to take MRT, and upon reaching the station, I realised I did not bring my wallet. OH NO! So I bought single trip ticket.

This year is indeed a memorable year in school.
I'm touched by my juniors. They appreciate whatever I had done for them. I really love all my dance juniors, be it chinese dance or international dance. I'll award them with an enjoyable dance camp at the end of year for appreciating what I had done. I was touched by those compliments that Jia Ying had given me yesterday and this afternoon. She was actually touched when I visited them during their practice today. I had never known that paying a visit would be a touching one. ='D

However, just now something happened to me kept me bothered.
If my brother was a little faster, perhaps it would not happen.

Here, I want to say some thing in a sarcastic manner:
THANKS FOR THAT HORRIBLE "BIRTHDAY GIFT", YING HAW!

It was indeed horrible. The worst gift that I had received and I'll never appreciate it. I will never state what gift is that. It's something people will never appreciate. Not that I am mean. It's really unacceptable "gift". Guess no one understands what am I talking about, only AiLeng & Shitstead will know. Yea, shitstead?

And I could not stand certain people who are being so inconsiderate on the MRT train.
They did not bother about the handicaps! I saw two people on the wheel chair clinging on to the bar which is ment for normal people to hold on. They did that because there were three inconsiderate ordinary people leaning on the area which is for the handicaps. INCONSIDERATE MONSTERS! They did not move aways despite seeing the handicaps. They still stare at the handicaps.

lots of love @ 23:11
... I believe it's possible

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Friday, April 20, 2007

A quiz

Try out this quiz if you think you are my true friend. (:


Create your own Friend Test here

lots of love @ 23:12
... I believe it's possible

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LUCKS FOR MODERN DANCE!

Counting down: 4 days to SYF Central Judging International Dance & my birthday.

Hey! Only 4 days left! Modern Dance, let's peservere.
I wish to speak to all of them. I heard that they still will be having an intensive training on Monday, the day before the competition. I know tha those school staffs who had watched their dance complaint that they are lack of facial expressions. SIGH! Facial expressions are indeed important. They act as masks to cover the fear. Without facial expressions, the judges will feel that the dance is spiritless and thus conclude that the dance team is not united. But I understand many facial expressions don't suit the dance. And I heard that some people don't really enjoy the dance. SIGHS! Come on! Let's make it enjoyable! Haha. Hmmm, but I guess if I dance that dance, my facial expressions won't be able to blend well with the movements and music. Now I find how easy it is to smile with my SYF item. But anyway, good luck modern dane. Here again, I'll mention that 24th April shall be a lucky day for them, because it's my birthday.

Congratulation to NCSO for the GOLD AWARD.
NCSO has a horrendous improvements! From Bronze to Silver, Silver to Gold. Yesterday I told Ming Fang that today shall be their lucky day, indeed, it was! Now there are two performing arts CCA get Gold and above for SYF. CLDDS members, tomorrow shall be your lucky day! Hope CLDDS will come back with good news too! ALL THE BEST TO CHOIR TOO! Choir will be going for their SYF on 24th April, together with Modern Dance. I would mention again, it will be their lucky day on 24th April, because it's my birthday!

Friday is no longer a dancing day.
No more dance practice for me, Friday ends rather early. I went home immediately after school. I took bus 80 with stella as the bus is a brand new one! Yea! BRAND NEW! The window pane were so clean and clear -- the whole bus was so shiny! And the seats are all brand new ones. The ezlink scanners are purple and orange in colour. All those compartments that are made of mentals are so shiny! But, the bus had those new machine smell and I was panting on the bus!

Time flashes pass and people change.
Stella and I feel so sad for someone. She has changed. She was so different from secondary one when we first know her. Pure and innocent her turned out to be violent and polluted. Sighs for her. We walked to compass point together and both stella and I had a cultural shocked.

lots of love @ 19:09
... I believe it's possible

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Time to Study

Counting down: 5 days to SYF Central Judging for International Dance and my birthday.

I think I'll start counting down to GCE O Level Chinese after that. Ahh!

After all those buddle of joys, it's time to concentrate on studies.
I had neglected my studies during the SYF season. I owed teachers homework. It's time to complete what I had owed. Mid-year examination is in a week time. Time to begin my revision.

Thanks people for congratulating me & Chinese Dance and thanks JiaYing for praising me in her blog. (:
I'm really touched! Thank you! I also want to congratulate Nan Hua Cultural Dancers for their GOLD WITH HONOURS TOO!

Short and simple entry.
I have nothing much to update about my life when SYF is over. Those trainings were over, no more trainings, I've stepped down too! My life is weird without dance practice and morning practice. We grumbled a lot during those trainings. Now we had achieved Gold With Honours, all the pains were forgotten but we missed it. I shall miss training with my beloved juniors. They are truly great lots! (I've tearing now, SERIOUS!)

All that had made my Secondary 4 life a memorable one.

I was too tired after SYF. I did not study for today's Physics test and Chemistry test. I guess I will still pass my Chemistry but not distinction, I guess I would flunk my Physics as I didn't pay attention for Foo's lesson for weeks! I REGRETED! Sigh, but it's over. It's time to study...



P.S: I was going crazy while I was queueing up for my food during recess time. But I didn't show it up. There are more clues and hints that gain my suspicious. I really suspect that it is true. But I do not want to be too happy yet and I want to leave it as how it is now. **Giggles & Winks**

lots of love @ 22:05
... I believe it's possible

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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Buddle of Joys!

Counting down: 6 more days to SYF Central Judging for International Dance and my birthday.

Yes, yesterday was indeed my lucky day!
CHINESE DANCE HAS GOTTEN GOLD WITH HONOURS FOR SYF!!!
Tears rolled down my eyes when I received the news. I had no clue regarding the result for SYF this morning. I went to ask Mr Ong. He told me he had not received the results yet. He said that, "don't worry, I have faith in you all, you all had done well, I'm sure you all will get gold with honours." Yes, indeed, we had gotten a gold with honours. Si Xian and Yan Han came up to fourth floor to announced the result to me during their recess. They whispered from far but I could not get what they were trying to say. I told them to come closer as it was free period. They told me that we got GOLD WITH HONOURS! I CRIED! THE CLASS CHEERED FOR US! SHITSTEAD CRIED TOO! I went around the school to announce the good news. I ran to Mr Eric Koh immediately to tell him. I went to tell Shu Wen, I told 4I, I told the secondary 3 international Dancers. People kept coming to me to congratulate chinese dance and congratulate me for winning the first place for chinese oratorical contest. I am really so touched.

HOORAY FOR CHINESE DANCE!
OUR BLOOD, OUR SWEAT, OUR ENERGY, OUR EFFORT, OUR TIME WERE NOT WASTED FOR THE PASSED SIX MONTHS. We must specially thanks the following people:

Madam Ong Chun Moi, who choreographed the dance and put in lots of effort
Chinese Dancers, who participated in SYF
Ms Stephanie Lee, who helped Madam Ong to correct our steps
Ms Tan Yih Tyan, who was always there to motivate us
Mr Ong, Mr Tay and Mr Koh Chee Kang, who gave us feedback and advices
Liang Yu, who helped us for make ups
You Min, who gave us live support
International Dancers, who gave us full moral support
Mr Low, who gave us his support right before competition
NCHS Teachers and Schoolmates, who have faith in is that we would get gold with honours.

We really appreciate those efforts they had made that led us to succeed. International Dance, all the best! I have faith in you all too! Don't worry, 24th April shall be a lucky day, because it's my birthday! Good luck!

lots of love @ 18:05
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Waiting for the good news

Counting Down: EXACTLY A WEEK or rather 7 days left to SYF International Dance and my birthday.

Yea, I no longer count down for SYF Chinese Dance and Chinese Oratorical contest final.
Because, it's over. Yeaa, today's the big day. Modern dance, all the best!

Today started of with receiving touching messages.
Estelle, Shitstead, ZHU an, han and Isebella. Thanks for the good luck messages!

I didn't blog yesterday.
It was the last SYF training yesterday and the very last dance practice in school for me. I have officially stepped down today. I went home to sew buckles on my ribbons and costume and I was advised to rest early so I didn't use the computer.

Woke up at 4.45am this morning.
I went to wash up, get dressed and had my breakfast. I woke my dad up. I feel so guilty, he did not have a good night sleep. We went to fetch Jessie than my father drove us to school. My dad was so blur. He didn't even know that today's the competition. We reached school around 6am. Then we proceed to studio to change, bunned our hair and put on the make ups. Lynn helped me to bun my hair. This was the first time my hair is so neat with that hairstyle. Madam Ong helped me to put on the make ups. My complextion was too dark that I need to put 5 layers of foundation.

We practiced a twice before leaving to NUS UCC. I kept forgetting to hold on to my jacket when I proceed from place to place. Luckily Regina and Liang Yu helped me to hold on to my jacket.

OKAY, IT'S OUR TURN SOON! Mr Low came to give us his support. I was so touched! The competition had begun. OUR BATTLE. And it was over in a snap. I'm waiting for the result.

We stayed till 12pm to watch other school's performance. GMGSS, KCPSS and St Nicholas dance items were so great!

We left and reached the school around 12.35pm. I was walking all over the school to hunt for Mrs Hoo. People told me to go up the stage with make ups and costume. But Mrs hoo told me to change to school uniform and remove my make-ups and changed my hair to pony tail. Goodness. I didn't have enough time to fully remove my make ups. Actually, I intend to rinse my hair as my hair was harden due to a big chunk of gel spread over my head.

OKAY, ALL DONE. I proceed to the hall. I ran an errand for Mr Hareesh. He told me he would be dying of thirst. So I rushed down to buy a bottle of mineral water. And and and, people keep asking me about the result!

The string orchestra performed for the beginning of Assembly, then followed by chinese oratorical contest. The secondary 4 express classes had to leave the hall. Thanks Wan Xin & Ming fang for giving me support before Oratorical competition began.

I wasn't nervous about the competition at all. Thanks for all my supporters in hall -- MY DAUGHTERS (THEY SPECIALLY CAME DOWN FROM DANCE STUDIO JUST TO SUPPORT ME! I LOVE THEIR ATTITUDE, ONE FOR ALL; ALL FOR ONE!), international Dancers, secondary one chinese dancers, other juniors and 4B (haha! actually, they cheered for me was not because they are really supporting me, yea? teasing me indirectly.).

I WON THE CHAMPION! THANKS PEOPLE! I was so touched by the support from others!

I went for the English course and went home with stella and winnie.

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What is a good leader?

Does it sound familiar? Yeaa, I repeat this as this is dedicated to a particular person who wants to be a leader desperately but who doesn't know how to be a leader.

Well, a good leader shouldn't be demanding or always scold people. Well, respect the others' rights. Put herself in the others' shoes. Think how they feel before she makes her move. Not all the people will understand her intentions. Scolding everybody all the times is not a right way to make the team improve. At the end of the day, people won't apprecaite it and condem her. They would think that she is unreasonable and disliked her. She will gain no respect from them.

A good leader should not climb on top of her own leader's head. A good leader must show a good example to her teamates. She must respect her leader's decision, be it she likes it or not, she should not show her objection in front of her teamates. She should also respect people who are senior to her even if they do not have any position. No matter what, they are still older than her. Respecting the others is very important.

A good leader should not think highly upon herself. Humility is very important. Others' rights and decision should be respected. Her authorities should not be abused. When people disobey her, she should think through what had gone wrong? Is her method of commanding wrong? Do the others like her idea? She should accept the feedback from the teamates. She should learn how to accept help from the others.

A good leader must be understanding and compassionate -- showering the teamates with affection, care and concern. Not being too fierce.

A good leader should not scold her teamates immediately if she sees someone not progressing well. She must approach her teamates in a caring tone. But must truly from her heart. She shouldn't be sarcastic when people make mistakes. Hey, I make mistakes too, I doubt you don't!

A good leader must be firm but not in those demanding tone. People don't like it. It hurts their ears. Be firm so that people wouldn't climb on top of her. Being strict is important but must be flexible sometimes. At least people would not feel tensed up.

A good leader must take initiative and be responsible. She should not push all the blames on her teamates. She should identify the problem and get the right person to solve it.

A good leader must be patient. Even though her skill is good and more experienced than the others, she should guide the others patiently. Not everyone is fast learner.

A good leader must be motivating, convincing and enthusiastic. These would influence the others to be passionate with their mission. Encourage them to perservere when they attempt to give up.

All those elements mentioned are essentials of a good leader. At the end of the day, the teamates will respect her and obey her. There would not be any hatred. Everyone would be more cooperative and passionate. Considering about others' feelings is important!

I DISLIKE SEEING HER BEING SO ARROGANT, BOSSY, STUBBORN AND DEMANDING. IF SHE IS DYING TO BE THE LEADER, MAKE SURE SHE READS THIS. MAKE SURE SHE HAS ALL THOSE ELEMENTS MENTIONED ABOVE IN ORDER TO LEAD! I DON'T CARE IF THIS IS OFFENDING. BUT OTHER READERS DO NOT BE OFFENDED. I KNOW I'M MEAN, BUT I HAVE TO. THIS IS FOR THE SAKE OF THE OTHERS.

lots of love @ 19:06
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Sunday, April 15, 2007

LESS THAN TWO DAYS

Counting down: LESS THAN 2 DAYS TILL SYF CENTRAL JUDGING FOR CHINESE DANCE and my Chinese Oratorical Contest Final; LESS THAN 9 DAYS TILL SYF CENTRAL JUDGING FOR INTERNATIONAL DANCE and my birthday...

Really not much time left.
We have now come so far. Our hard work since last year November. CHINESE DANCE ROCKS ON! Stepping down very soon... But I'll still help my lovely juniors if they need help. (:

Nothing much to say about today.
That's why I disliked blogging on Sunday. I went out for 20 minutes in the afternoon. I went to compass point to pass senior Shi Wen her MacDonald voucher which will be expired today.

MY MUM SAID THAT I'M A GOOD GIRL TODAY! =D YAY!
Finally hear that from her! Clap for me!!! =D=D=D

Ying Haw is a big liar. LYING KING!
After Ai Leng told me those cases that he lied, I gain distrust on him. He is also freaking disgusting. Act blur. Think that acting blur is cute, huh? No way man! And his hair certainly sucks. And the way he dressed up -- he thinks he's cool but it's actually not. I shall pitty his new classmates in polytechnics. My mum always stopped me from giving him bad comments. My brother always thinks he's not bad.



I had let it off totally. Yes, totally. Ever since the march holiday incident. It was certainly a coincident. Whenever I went back to school during the holiday, no matter which bus I took, he's on the same bus as me. There was once when I was late for school. I took the bus from another bus stop. He was late too and we were both on the same bus. Whenever I took the bus home, no matter how late or how early I was, we took the same bus coincidentally. When school reopened, more such cases. Sometimes, I wanted to say "hi" to him. But I just feel weird. Don't ask me who he is, I'll never let anyone know. As I know that it's for a moment and no point telling people.

lots of love @ 19:18
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Saturday, April 14, 2007

Less Than 3 days

Counting down: Less than 3 days to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance and Chinese Oratorical Contest Final; 10 days to SYF Central Judging for SYF Central Judging for International Dance and My Birthday.

Didn't blog for the pass two days.
I was too tired to use the computer and my stupid computer mouse can't work. No matter how much times I clicked, there was response. Forget it! I used my brother's laptop.

What I could remeber about pass two days are vague.
I went for dance. The last few trainings. With the costumes. Gosh! It's finally done! Yesterday was the Full-Dress Rehearsal. We had to leave the class early and had our recess, changing, bunning and "decorating" our hair, and put on the make-ups. Mr Koh Chee Kang, Mr Tay & Mr Ong watched us. The most common comment was -- we are lacking of facial expression. But I smile all the time, my expressions change as the music goes. It's the matter with the rest. BUT MY RIGHT ARM HAS NO STRENGTH.

The sports meet yesterday was postponed to Monday due to the heavy downpour. But there won't be any spectators. The school had wasted money on transporting the Secondary One Juniors and Drink coupon. Stupid. Sports meet without spectators and supporters. Sigh! Those who are running for red house, ALL THE BEST!!!

Today started off with homework rushing.
I woke up early to finished up my homework for remedial. Then on my way to bus stop I saw Jing Kang. He asked me why I appeared there. Oh please, I have been taking bus from that bus stop to school since Secondary One, a simple reason, I live near there. I have been staying at the same neighbourhood as him for many many years. Haha! We didn't have enough time to stroll to school. So we crossed the road before the man of the traffic light turned green. Jing Kang said he only does that when he is rushing. I told him I do that everyday because I always rush to school.

I realised I had forgotten to bring my specticals to school. OH NO! Haha! I couldn't see the whiteboard throughout the physics lesson. Luckily I managed to get the front seat for Maths. Mr Koh smashed our crackers! Ahh! He smashed in front of 4E and 4H. The whole class was laughing. Then we had our differentiation test. After that we went compass point for lunch and home sweet home.

I fell asleep when I reached home.
I was too tired to do anything else. I slept till 4.30pm and prepared to go to fuzhi. I took MRT with my younger brother, it was so squeezy. It was raining cats and dogs when we reached Aljunied. Luckily I had winnie's tiny umbrella with me. I didn't want my younger brother to be caught in rain. I was half-drenched.

Shu Lan laoshi and Yi Man laoshi helped to dry me up. I was so touched! THANK YOU.

My class was so quiet. Because most of them had not arrived -- they went to Bugis. I asked me out actually but I didn't join them because I couldn't make it.

I was so tired. My younger brother and I reached home late and got scolded. Sigh. GOOD NIGHT!

lots of love @ 23:09
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Thursday, April 12, 2007

ONLY 5 DAYS

Counting Down: Only 5 days left to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance and also my Chinese Oratorical Contest final; 12 days to SYF Central Judging for International Dance and my birthday.

Didn't blog yesterday. I was so busy lately.
Nothing much to eleborate about yesterday. Just that I sat down at the fitness corner in front of my block with stella, and we chatted for half an hour before going home.

TODAY: BLACK OUT IN SCHOOL!
Black out!!! AHHH! The classroom was so dark and humid. I think it's a luxury sitting by the window. Everyone was complaining that it was too warm and stuffy. But I could have the sunlight and feel the breeze! Lalalalalalas!

Lazy to write much. I'm tired! YAWNNNN!!! GOOD NIGHT! :D

lots of love @ 21:58
... I believe it's possible

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Exactly a week to the big day

Counting down: Exactly ONE WEEK (or rather 7 days) to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance and Chinese Oratorical Contest Final. Exactly TWO WEEKS (or rather 14 days) to SYF Central Judging for International Dance and my birthday.

Only a week left Chinese Dancers! CARRY ON TO WORK HARD.

Today's morning practice -- FAILURE!
Mr Ong came early in the morning. "Hurry up, I'll come and watch you all later." Ya ya. The CD could not work. We had to go through the dance without music. And I don't really like seeing the juniors dilly-dally when Winnie and I gave the command. We don't have enough time! Can't afford to waste a few seconds walking. When command is given, they are not suppose to walk nor run. THEY MUST FLY!!! We are so nice that we seniors don't punish unlike the past. That's why I could say, we have no discipline. Sorry, no offence. That's my thoughts and comment.

Plus, I'm tired. I am a weak, and ill recently. I HAVE NO STRENGTH. I really could not afford to use more strength. I feel as if if I use in just a little bit more strength, all my energy shall be used up and collapsed. I don't dare to tell people how sick am I. I suspect I am down with a fever. I don't dare to take my body temperature. I don't wanna declare that I am having a fever in front of people. I don't wanna to make me sound so pitiful. But I really could not help it lately. Certain people think that they are the only one who is sick.

It was my turn to report the news for today's Chinese lesson. I don't think I had done well. Screwed up in the beginning, but not much fumbling. A girl, whom I don't want to mention her here, is dissatisfied that I deserved a high score. Well, my marks should be deducted from the content but not the section on eye-contact and loudness. I could say that my voice is loud enough and I had made eye contact with people. At first, I was fine with the score I had. But Poh Yih kept saying I should deserve full marks and some people said I should deserve a higher score. I felt disappointed. The more people said it, the more unhappy I am. I'm actually quite shocked and disheartened by the comments that was given by the girl. But I won't blame her. FROM NOW ON, I WILL NEVER MAKE ANY COMMENTS ON MY CLASSMATE'S PERFORMANCE. As what I know, WORDS are dreadful killers!

Not in the mood to continue. Guess I shall end here. Goodbye!

lots of love @ 21:10
... I believe it's possible

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Monday, April 09, 2007

8 more days to the big day

Counting down: 8 days to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance and Chinese Oratorical Contest Final; 15 days to SYF Central Judging for International Dance and my birthday.

09th April 2007 -- Not a big day yea? Happy Birthday Poh Yih. His birthday wasn't a BIG day, but not a bad day afterall.

I managed to hand in the biology report. This morning, the morning practice was called off. I saw the rainbow during the morning assembly. This is my first time seeing rainbow in Seng Kang, especially from school and early in the morning. I made two wishes. The first wish is a secret. The second wish is a bad one. Hope that Geography test would be postponed. But it didn't came true. Hahas. Bad wishes never come true. So never make bad wishes!

I did not study for my tests. Mrs Lim asked the whole class if we only studied on the Section on Global Warming. I'm a great liar. I raised my hand! She gave us two choices -- postpone the test and we'll be tested on other topics but not deforestation OR gave us twenty minutes to study the section on deforestation and take our test today. Of course, we chose the second choice.

The Additional Mathematics test came after Geography test. Bad news, I dropped my calculator and it isn't working. It's spoilt and useless. Shitstead had to share calculator with me. I FEEL SO GUILTY AS SHE COULD NOT FINISH HER TEST PAPER AND I DID NOT LEND HER MY GRAPH PAPER AS I THOUGHT SHE MIGHT HAD BROUGHT IT WITH HER. If she doesn't score well, it's MY FAULT! Sigh, the more she doesn't blame me, the more guilty I feel.

Sigh!

I was so tired. My vision is blurred.

Dance after school. Shitstead was watching. Liang Yu came. But the lesson had ended as we were released earlier due to Choir Exchange programme. Saw my dear Cherlyc! She was looking for me, stella & I were looking for her as well. Wahahahahas! So excited!

Went home with stella after bidding farewell to CherlyC. I enjoyed talking to her actually. She always listens to me attentively and looked at me with BIG and INNOCENT EYES. At least she listens to me. Told her my secret wish. I guess cherlyC knows my secret wish too though I did not tell her.

I wanna go to goat milk farm!!! The kids can go! CherylC and I wanna go too! But I don't drink goat milk. It's the people who are going with me. Just like the kukup trip in June holiday. Shall be going with 4 Hybridians. Woots!

GOOD NIGHT!

lots of love @ 22:35
... I believe it's possible

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

AHH! I'M DEAD

Ahh! It's a few minutes till next day! I have not complete my homework! DIE DIE DIE!!!

Yay, luckily tomorrow's morning practice will be cancelled! Hooray!
Afternoon practice will be still carried out. SYF is in 9 days time. AHH! There will be two tests tomorrow. I did not practice my Integration, I did not study geography. Dead! Biology report is due tomorrow. Not done yet! My chinese news paper report isn't completed! Ahh! Ahh! Ahh!

Rahh! School's life... Sigh! I love school when I was in secondary one, two & three. Now I don't really look forward to school days. I need a break!

Tomorrow's 9th April. NOT A BIG DAY!!! The day which pressurized me. Yeaa, poh yih. Why is he born that day? RAHHH! So many things needed to be done! Sigh!

Anyway, readers, don't ask so much about previous posts. Yeaa? To clarify, I'm neither angry nor sad. I'm just dissatisfied with myself. Not blamming anyone. (:

lots of love @ 23:24
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Special Friends

A lot of things are due this week. Biology report, Chinese Project, Chemistry Project and I'm reporting the news tomorrow. Argghh! I have no time to complete them.


There is a special friendship that I need to emphasize. The friendship between Winnie, Stella and I. Although we have never been in the same class together, our mind are always bonded together. Our feelings affect one another.

lots of love @ 12:46
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ONLY 9 DAYS TO SYF

Counting down: 9 days to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance and Chinese Oratorical Contest. 16 days to SYF Central Judging for International Dance and my birthday.

ONLY 9 DAYS LEFT TO STRIVE HARD TO ACHIEVE OUR GOAL! WE MUST PERSEVERE!

I did not blog yesterday as my time was so packed and was too busy to blog.

I woke up early for Mathematics Lesson, then went to Kat's house for project in the afternoon. But we ended up wasting so much time eating resulting that we did not touch on our project. In the late afternoon, I had to prepared to go Fuzhi.

Uncle Chang Sheng could not send as to Fuzhi yesterday. He was busy at the harbour for ship maintainance. He could not rush back in time to send my brothers and I to Fuzhi. So we had to take MRT, which means I had to waste so much time.

My time was so packed! SIGH! I dislike wasting my time for unnecessary business. SIGH! Crapping too much of unmeaningful stuff is a waste of time. That's why I'm seriously serious and quiet these few days.

I feel much better when I was in Fuzhi. The lesson was great and certain doubts were cleared.

But that irritating Hong Sheng is truly noisy and he will never know his limit. Yitze and I were asking him to SHUT UP! Hahas, thanks Yitze for helping me!

Went to Pang Clan Association to wait for my elder brother after the dismissal at 9pm. My younger brother, cheryl and I went up together. They were released so late that Hong Sheng's mother could not wait for us and they left first.

My brother was sitting beside that freaking disgusting ungrateful old man, Ying Haw. He wished me happy birthday 17 days advanced. Stupid old man. A moron indeed. Knowing that we'll still meet on the 21st April which is closer to my birthday. THOUGHT THE SAID THAT BIRTHDAY IS MY PROBLEM... But anyway, thanks OLD PIG! At least a birthday wish from that ungrateful one. Oh ya, he's an old man who escapes from reality. He purposely called his mother when we asked him about his results. Haha!

WOOTS! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE CHERYL ON MONDAY! She'll be coming to Nan Chiau for her choir exchange programme! I shall looked for her after dance! YAY! Can't wait to see her!



These days, I deeply in thoughts. (To others, I seemed day dreaming. LET THEM THINK SO, WHO CARES ANYWAY?) I have been reflecting after watching 《了凡四训》and reading the book on "Master Tells Stories". I guess, my mind is so filthy. Whatever I have now are just illusions. No point not to let go. I need a tranquil mind in order to survive. My mission is do something beneficial to everyone when I grow up. I agreed with Yi Man laoshi. What she told me last night is agreeable. I won't post what she had said. People just don't understand. LET PEOPLE THINK THAT I'M CRAZY AND HAVE WEIRD AMBITION. WHO CARES ANYWAY?

lots of love @ 10:51
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Friday, April 06, 2007

They Just Don't Understand

I realise that I have been shutting my heart to many people. I would rather people to misunderstand what I'm thinking. To them, I'm just a stubborn girl. Let them think so. I have my personal reasons. Something that I find that it is rightful and meaningful may not be accepted by others. So no point telling them. Because they just don't understand.

No matter how much time I had wasted to explain, they just don't get it. No point wasting the effort explaining. I would rather keeping it to myself.

Yeaa, they concern, that's why they comment on my actions. Let them comment what they want. I just don't bother and I shall never be affected by those comments.

I won't ask them to shut up. I don't have the rights to. And I also don't feel like asking them to. Words can kill. It's sharper than knife.

Whatever other people think would not affect me. Unless a particular person is filled with evil thoughts and may kill or hurt many people.

My wish is partially granted. There will be hope. But there is one thing that i could not let go. I'm in dilemma. But I will cherish that great opportunity. I hope some miracle may happen one day so that my wish could be fully granted without any doubt. My birthday wish is simple. But I won't tell or hint anyone. Because they will never believe as they just don't understand.

lots of love @ 21:31
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11 days to SYF, 18 days to...

Counting down: 11 days to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance & Chinese Oratorical Contest Final, 18 days to SYF Central Judging for International Dance & my birthday.

It's Good Friday today. No school. I was suppose to go out with my mum this morning, but I was too tired that I overslept.

My mum came back in the afternoon with a piece of good news. Shan't eleborate on that. My dad said that he would be 100000000 times relieved if I achieved it. I'll try my best to achieve it! I don't wanna dishearten my dad. Many adults have high hope on me. I don't want to disappoint them. I was so touched when my mum told me about that piece of news.

Fame & wealth aren't important for me. I wanna do things that are benificial to others but not myself. I mustn't be a selfish person. I had been selfish all along, I guess. I wanna start a new me, a fresh mind in order to suceed.

lots of love @ 16:10
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Thursday, April 05, 2007

12 days to SYF, 19 days to...

Counting down: 12 days to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance & Chinese Oratorical Contest Final, 19 days to International Dance SYF & my birthday.

My facial expressions and my actions don't match my heart. I may seem daydreaming, but I'm deeply in thoughts; I may seem laughing over a good joke, but the laughters don't last long; I may seem sleeping, but I know what is happening around me very well; I may seem unconcern, but I care; I may seem smiling, BUT THEY ARE FAKE! Sometimes, I need peaceful environment for me to think. I just don't have the courage to tell my friends to leave me alone.

My heart is filled with doubts and guilt. I want sometimes to think. I want to sort out everything before taking actions.

At first, I decided to keep my doubts to myself. But I told some to winnie, some to stella, some to xue yan. I felt much better. Thanks lots!

The greatest incident that make me feel so guilty is, I had misunderstood stella recently. I agree with what winnie had told the others. I feel so sorry to leave her out! Being so cold towards her a few days ago. But in my heart, I don't bare seeing her alone despite having some dissatisfaction towards her certain actions. But different people have different thoughts and characteristic. We must accept it as long as we know that she has no bad intentions. I'm sorry!

Went back home with Winnie and Stella. Three of us were all disheartened. I decided to buy a candy floss to sweeten their gloomy heart. They are both my special friends. (In fact, most of my friends are special to me.) I emphasize on this friendship because despite three of us are from different classes, our heart are always bonded together. Our feelings affect one another. They are great lots!

Today's morning practice was done efficiently. If Mr Tay did not went to the hall to check on us, I guess we would never began with our warm ups. Mr Ong also came in. At that time, not all secondary 2s had arrived and only 3 secondary 4s were there. So I quickly gathered everyone for warmed up.

Lessons, not going to eleborate.

Chinese Oral, well, I need to thank these people for wishing me good luck. First come first serve basis.
-Jasmine (she said she has faith in me!)
-Ming Fang
-Keqin
-Wan Xin
-XueYan
-Shitstead
-Lynette
-Kitty
-Kopi
-ChuXuan
-Winnie
-Benardine
-Wilson (he was the last to wish me, just before my turn)

Thanks! I was the second to be tested. Ms Pan is my examiner. The passage is easy, no difficult words. The topic for conversation is not that difficult as my mama often discuss that topic with me...

Dance, well, we had to make our hair and try out our half done costume. Weird! And my hair was full of gel. Yucky and sticky. Had a hard time washing them off when I was shampooing my hair.

Sigh. What is done cannot be undone. We must accept the fact that we could never go back in time. We often ended up with regrets and guilt. I must be more sensible and sensitive towards others. I must be more compassionate and show more sympathetic towards others. I must show more affection! But I'll never be sympathetic towards the ungrateful old man!

lots of love @ 21:43
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

13 days to SYF, 20 days to ...

Counting down: 13 days to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance & Chinese Oratorical Contest Final, 20 days to SYF Central Judging for International Dance & my birthday.

Last night, I received a freaking comment from a moron...
On MSN, regarding the count down to my birthday. I count down for the sake of counting down, no other good reasons. Since I'm counting down to SYF, why not count down to my birthday? Stupid Ying Haw... Who does he think he is?! I did not say that I'm happy during my mum suffering day! Asshole... Plus plus, I count down of course my business. His response was "your birthday, your problem." Of course MY PROBLEM! Not HIS PROBLEM! He told me do not expect presents from anyone. Did I say that I want presents? Stupid. He added on "especially from me." Did I say that I expect present from him? The only comment I have for him. UNGRATEFUL MORON! I should not treat him as a human in the past. Should treat him like PIG. His appearence, EWWW... GOLDEN BROWN HEAD PIG!!!

Today, I'm really tired. My eyelids couldn't hold in place. I collapsed after my shower. SYF intensive trainings is a hinderance for me to communicate with my parents. I heard my dad sighed about that last night. I sighed when I heard that. Every morning, I leave home early for morning practice. My dad can't get to fetch me. We hardly communicate. We usually communicate when he drives me to school. I couldn't get to see him in other time of the day. He's always home late. By the time he's back, I'm already in bed. For my mother, at least I can still speak to her. I often reached home late due to practices and supplementary lessons. If I reached home slightly earlier, she'll most probably see me dosing off in my bed. Our only communication time is during dinner. At least I can still keep her update about myself...

Today's morning practice, I don't wish to make any comments. I was falling asleep during lessons. But I controlled.

PE, 2.4km run. My lungs felt congested. I wanted to continue running, but Keqin & Ming Fang advised me not to continue. I joined their walk! Actually, I was not supposed to take PE today due to my bad cough.

Think I'm not going to score well for social study. I had not enough time to complete the essay. Mr Seah gave us such a short time. Less than 20 minutes. I feel so guilty, I should have told lynette the content of the first paragraph of the essay given by mr seah last night. She was stuggling. I sent her the whole of first paragraph through SMS (4 messages length). But she did not received it!!! Should have told her over the phone!

Oh ya, yesterday's weekly assembly programme was put up by people from discovery centre. They talked about international friendship day. The ballerinas weren't bad!

Chun Leong was so funny today... He made lots of paper planes with colours. COLOURS! He said they bring luck. If I take, I'll pass my exams with flying colours. Hahas!

Today, after school, after chemistry and physics extra lesson, went home with stella, kitty & kopi. Haven't been going home with stella for days. I was feeling giddy today, I slept and woke up at 7.40pm for dinner.

People said I have the rights to ignore, people said I'm too soft hearted. I don't know. I really don't know.

lots of love @ 21:08
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

14 days to SYF, 21 days to...

Counting down: 14 days to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance & Chinese Oratorical Contest Final, 21 days to SYF Central Judging for International Dance & My BIRTHDAY!!!

EXACTLY 2 WEEKS TO SYF!!! CHINESE DANCE, CONTINUE TO LIVE ON WITH THE PASSION AND PERSERVERE! Sigh. School has high hope upon us. We must get GOLD again!!! Continue work hard. The team spirit is better these days. Those who were usually late for morning practice came earlier... But her... Sighs. She used to fill with passions when she just joined in. She was the latest to arrive.

EXACTLY 3 WEEKS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!! I wanted to have a cake-cutting ceremony with winnie. I guess, I'll discuss with her. Poh Yih doesn't accept the fact that I'm actually 15 days younger than him! Lalalalalas. 09th April 2007... Not a big day... Haha! Biology report is dued that day. Once again, NOT A BIG DAY! HAHA!

YAY! The morning practice is much more efficient today. ROCK ON CHINESE DANCERS! I was quite high during morning practice.

But after the practice, I was low-spirited. Sigh... There are some unhappiness filled my heart. I don't feel like telling any of my classmates. And I don't like to be shouted at when I am stating the facts. I don't like to be reframed from doing something that I know that it is good for me.

The weather is so stuffy today!

HAD OUR HEALTH CHECK. I didn't have to check my backbone. My eyes okay. The nurse accuse me for severely underweight! Ahahah! I'm boderline underweight.

I didn't have my Chinese oral. Mine was on thursday. So I went home early. I had my shower and collapsed onto my bed. I will be having Social Studies Test tomorrow. Sighs!

Gotta Study!

lots of love @ 20:18
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Monday, April 02, 2007

15 days to SYF, 22 days to... ...

Counting down: 15 days to SYF Central Judging for Chinese Dance & Chinese Oratorical Contest Final, 22 days to SYF Central Judging for International Dance & my birthday...

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYING!

Had morning practice as usual. I was so tired. I can't look up! I'll cough and cough and cough. My lungs feel itchy. Who to blame? Qianyong again! She is lazy to take her medication. Opps! I was falling asleep during lesson time. But I told myself not to!!! Dance practice after school. GOSH! I'll never get a proper sleep.

International Dance is progressing well, great coordination and neat! Yeaa! All the best!

Chinese Dance, well, guess it's because of me! Sigh, I don't think I'm doing well. My right hand has no strength!!! So sorry! BUT WE MUST STRIVE HARD! PERSERVERE & GET A GOLD MEDAL!

Yeaa...

I'm so tired to type out about today's incident. Nothing interesting. And POW POH YIH!!! STOP HITTING MY SHITSTEAD'S HEAD! LATER SHE GREW SHORTER AND IDIOTIC!!! Poh Yih was crapping this morning. Couldn't really pay attention in class. I'm so easily distracted.

Sigh... I kind of being cold towards a person. People have high hopes upon her. Hope she doesn't let the whole group down. She seems no commitment to the group, she has lost her passion. SIGHHS! WHERE'S THE OLD HER? I MISS THAT! WAKE UP!!! But I didn't mean to leave her out. I had something important task to accomplish after school.

TO SOMEONE WHOM YOU DON'T WISH TO KNOW: Two years had passed. The guilt still lingers in my mind. I'm really sorry about the past. I feel more guilty when you actually didn't blame me for that. Actually, during that period of time, I chose to treat you that way. I was so mean! That time, my heart really ached when I did that to you. But hope you will forgive me. I know what I had done was so sudden. I didn't mean to hurt you... I'm sorry. And now, you still care about me. I'm really grateful. BUT sighs, how I wish I could go back in time! Thanks for the concern, thanks for the wishes. You are a great person! (: Fortunately, we are both not petty and still friends. (:

To HUIYU: Take good care of yourself. GET WELL SOON! LOVES!

lots of love @ 21:38
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Sunday, April 01, 2007

I Care...

(Not counting down... Since I had already counted in my first blog of today.)

April Fool's day ending soon. Bored! Rahh...

I care for my juniors. Be it they are from Chinese Dance or International Dance, they are still my juniors. We came from the same root! We used to be a group. Just DANCE. When problems arise, I will do something for sure.

All right, cheer up people. Come on! Let's persevere till the end. Push the unhappiness aside. No matter what, the misunderstandings must be cleared.

To all secondary 3 dancers: Don't give up. Senior must set a very good example and lead the juniors. Motivate them! Make them live on with the passion.

To all secondary 1 & 2 dancers: Continue to work hard. Put in the fullest effort. If you have any doubts or unhappiness, don't hesitate, voice it out!

To all dancers: Take good care of yourselves. Drink enough water, have sufficient rest and have proper meals. Most importantly, Cheer up!

Dancers MUST PERSERVERE! Dance lovers rock on!

Anyway, my cough has worsen. Who to blame? QIANYONG!!! SHE EATS CHOCOLATES! Shhh! Oh no! MY CHINESE ORAL EXAM'S COMING!

lots of love @ 22:20
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