Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Hmmm..
Many people said that I can do it...
Can I? I don't know. I don't wanna disappoint them. The lie high hopes on me. But the fact is my Chinese is not very good. It is just that I speak mandarin everyday... I'm only good at oratorical, perhaps writting, but not comprehension.
Let's don't talk about Chinese O Level...
Hmmmm... I was so tired today. I took a long long long nap in the afternoon after biology practical. Oh ya, I overslept in the morning! I woke up at 7.40am and the practical started at 8am. I was fast enough to reach school by 8.05am. Hmmmm... The mock exam was on plants. I certainly did not pay attention on the chapter of sexual reproduction in plants. So I'm going to fail at that section. But I'm always fast in Biology practical. So I was able to catch up although I was late.
Sylvia and I waited of Elaine after the mock exam. She was so slow... I mean, her Mathematics teacher held her back for so long. I WANT MY MACDONALD BREAKFAST!!! She was released at 10.38am... We were able to reach MacDonald at 11.44am. Well, we were fast!
We were like retards in MacDonald... Elaine couldn't finish her hotcake... She played with her left over by using butter to paint a face on it.
After that we went window shopping... We were looking for clothes. I just realised the IN clothes were those with horizontal black and white stripes... Sylvia said that they look like those Prisoners' wear... Yea, I agree... Just like those I had watched in the cartoons!
I met stella at the interchange! Haa! She accompanied me home. ^^
Oh ya, when I had my nap, my juniors rang me. I was so shocked. I was not wide awake when I answered the call. So I was quite shocked to hear the noisy background. Hmmm... I was so touched! They miss me! Hahaha. Not only they miss me, they also missed their idols -- Winnie and Jessie! Hahahahahas!
Okay, shall end here! BYE!
Tomorrow I'll be taking my English ORAL Examination!
lots of love @
21:48
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Monday, May 28, 2007
DIE DIE DIE!!!
Chinese GCE O Level Mid-Year paper was over!
Sigh! I didn't do well! Many people think too highly on me. They said I'm potential A1 student... I can make it... Well, how am I going to tell them that I won't be able to score well for my Chinese Paper 1 and Paper 2? I guess I'll be able to pass, but how about getting a distinction? Hmmm... That's my greatest worry. I don't want to retake again at the end of year. I don't want! I don't want! I don't want!
The hall was a freezer. Despite wearing a jacket, my hands were stiff. I could have frozen to death! No, that was ridiculous! Hmmm, that's the main reason why I slow down and I did not manage to finish my paper. Well, instantly, 9 marks had gone! I can't guarantee that the rest of the questions were answered correctly.
The only way to pull up my grade is to strive hard for Oral and Listening Comprehension. Good luck people. It's over.
Well, I MUST BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT SCORING WELL.
Not in good mood to blog... So I won't elaborate much.
Hooray! 3 more days!
lots of love @
22:07
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Friday, May 25, 2007
Not in blogging mood
Lots of things were going on recently.
I've lots of comments to make, but I'm not in the blogging mood. Chinese GCE O Level Mid-Year-Examination is in 3 Days time. Ahhh! I must practice my Chinese. So I don't intend to blog much. Yea? I want to get an A1!!!! Who doesn't?
I'm certainly very disappointed with many many many many people. Especially the incident I had encountered yesterday. It was the school annual prize giving day. I could see the school practising discrimination against non-awardees.
The Guest-Of-Honour was Dr Ang Beng Choo, my idol! I knew her since young. I was overwhelmed to know that she was the GOH! I called her in the morning before I left the house. She told me to look for her in school! I admire her for being intelligent, compassionate, affectionate and she never practises discrimination. She never hates anybody. She guides me through when I encounter problems. I love the book she wrote, I appreciate the bracelet she gave me. I brought them along with me yesterday.
After the prize giving ceremony, they went down for refreshments. I had a hard time to get to speak to her. The councillors were driving us out of canteen. They said that non-awardees are not allowed to be in canteen. They said it in a stern manner. Well, aren't we schoolmates? Can't they speak in a firm but friendly manner? I know that it's their duty to keep the non-awardee out of canteen, but can they don't make themselves look so arrogant?
The best boots-licker I had ever known turned out to be unfriendly towards me which made me awestrucked... That was so unusual behaviour of her... Now I know why many people dislike her. I don't hate her, but I am keeping a distance away from her, to prevent myself to get hurt.
I'm totally disappointed, just don't wanna eleborate much about yesterday. I wrote a chinese version one in my own diary.
The four student coucillors (out of sec2s and 3s) I prefer the most are ISABELLA, LEIYI, YEETENG and CHOON LING. They are responsible. They are the only ones done they duties properly, at the same time they care about the rest of the people, they are thoughtful, selfless and sensible. How I wish that the whole world is filled with sensible, compassionate, considerate, generous, selfless and affectionate people! The whole world will be peaceful and corruption free. I MUST BE DREAMING!
Well, just don't talk about pains.
My grades drop... But my level position improved! LAUGHS! But I must really work hard! You too people!
lots of love @
19:34
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Saturday, May 19, 2007
Great moments
          Although the morning started off with a quarel, it didn't mean that the day would be a horrible one. My morning was spent on sewing a new buckle for my costume and ribbon. Next I washed up and prepared to go to school. I packed my bag, had my lunch and I set off to school. Ms Tan called when I was on my way. She knew that I would be early. I looked for her once I reached the school.
I went up the dance studio and to get stella's ribbons and make-up kit. Lynn was there to helped out too. Well, then we took the bus to NAFA. The traffic was heavy... We took a 50 minutes bus ride to NAFA. We were late. Madam Ong was waiting and we were brought to the dressing room and got changed. The whole process was such a rush. We had to tie the bun as quick as possible. After that, we were told that we had 15 minutes to continue with our preparation. As usual, Madam Ong told me to put on the hair accessories. My hair was so messy that she tied the bun for me and attached the hair accessories on my head. I was the first to be done with the make-ups. I was the sample again. Ahh! Haha. Next we had a technical run on stage. I realised that we shared the same dressing room with NYJC Dancers. Well, I was slow. Then we went back to our dressing room again and continue with our make-ups. The time given was so short, most of us weren't done with their make-ups. We had to go back again for a short briefing and full-dressed rehearsal. We also went through the finale. Bedok View Secondary School's dancers' costume was so nice! Oh, that's so random. Let's get back to topic. We were the only Chinese dancers there. Our dance item was a joyful one and others seemed so sad. While waiting for our turn during the full-dressed rehearsal, a lot of embarassing momments occured. Firstly, I knocked onto the stage light on my way back. Secondly, I broke the beads of my costume. Thirdly, I knocked onto the TV. Fourthly, my huiyu was pouring the Koko Krunch into my mouth but it was all over my face. Fifthly, I dropped my ribbon during the full-dressed rehearsal. I saw the NYJC dance coach. He was the choreograoher for most of the dance items. I'm considering if I should join NYJC dance team if I was enrolled in there. Then we had our dinner and touched-up. It was then NCHS Dancers started to communicate with NYJC dancers. After dinner, we had warm-ups. Juying Secondary School, Bedok View Secondary School and NYJC have the same dance coach. We were the only dance team who doesn't share the same coach as them. At first NCHS dancers were nucleated at a corner doing our own warm-ups. But after that, their coach, mr Danny Tan wanted us to do the warm-ups together. Those warm ups are similar to our ballet instructor style and mr low style. All the terms used were ballet terms. And each time I had to translate it to Chinese Dance terms for my juniors.
After warm ups, we had to prepare for our performance. We went back to our dressing room. An NYJC dancer said that I looked familiar. I told her who my brother is. Randomly, she shouted, "WHO KNOWS SHENG XIANG??? THIS IS HIS SISTER!!!" Oh dear! Haha! I saw wanteng, our NCHS graduate. She took pictures with me. It was our turn soon. I took a lot of random pictures. I kept making myself hyper active so that I would not feel nervous. We cheered for ourselves as well as NYJC. They cheered for us too! NCHS DANCERS LOVE NYJC DANCERS! They are so friendly, so do us! It was our turn... Though my ribbon tangled up towards the end of performance, my facial expression just covered every mistake I had made. Everything was over!!! AHHH!!!! SAD! We removed the make-ups, washed our hair and combed the area. Clips were lying all over the placed. I took a cab with Ms Tan and Lynn. The taxi driver was so nice that he took the fastest way to reach my block. The taxi driver was a retired police officer. He was explaining to us about the traffic problems and the causes of road congestion.
I'm home, and I'm hugry!
lots of love @
22:45
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Friday, May 18, 2007
TODAY
I'm in the school library right now... I'm really BORED!!!
There'll be dance practice in 15 minutes time.
I didn't post yesterday. Just not in the mood. There's certain matters just bother me and I just really couldn't take it. My heart is filled with despair. I'm afraid I could only dream about that if things are not resolved.
SIGH!!! FORGET IT!!! Just wait till they come and cry to me about their failures.
The message sent to me sounded so concerning yet I was hurt badly upon reading it. I was intoxicated with disappointment. I didn't expect things turned out different from what I had thought.
I played dodge ball in the morning. The inter-class competition was ment for post-exams-activities, but it turned out to be the start of the conflicts between classes. Anyway, congratulation to 4E, they won the champion! We must feel happy for others when they won. The feeling was really good rather than being a sore loser-- complaining and cursing, feeling annoyed, irritated and dejected -- isn't the feeling bad? No point making ourselves angry. It is bad for health. Adrenaline will be secreted and it will give the body long term bad effects. NO POINT BEING ANGRY. If one is annoyed, it's like punishing himself or herself for the mistakes others had made.
So it's all right.
We were supposed to have intensive Chinese lessons after recess, but it turned out to be free periods. We were crapping and singing old songs at the back of the classroom. Poh yih, Jing Kang, Shitstead, Lynette, Wilson and I were being crazy!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
Okay... time for dance. BYE!!!
lots of love @
15:17
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
ARHH
My heart was downcast today.
Firstly, my results are horrible. Everything was below expectation. Plus I flunked a subject that I'm supposed to score. I lost two distinctions. ALL RIGHT. I deserved those score as I didn't put in much effort.
Secondly, it's certain psychological matters. Never mind. I just don't wish to offend more people just because of other's bad habbit resulting me to be in hot soup. Just hope that both of us will reconcile...
Thirdly, my mum's sick again!
Forthly, my younger siblings' attitude are worsen! Plus they are noisy and my brother and I are unable to concentrate on studies!
Fiftly, ... , I can't remember! Just know that I'm bothered by 5 disheartening factors.
I guess I shall be fine soon... Just don't get irritated by this post...
ALL I NEED IS A PAIN KILLER
That's elation!
lots of love @
22:16
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Monday, May 14, 2007
As Usual?
A gust of cold wind hit my heart, but my heart did not shatter that easily this time. However, silence can kill. Silent-killer -- Carbon Monoxide? -.-''' But words can kill too! Ahhh! It's complicated. The most importantly the heart must be strong! In order to survive in this messy society, we must learn how to tolerate, forgive and forget. My heart is not as fragile and brittle as it was in the past, but malleable and ductile!
I'm crazy again and here I started sprouting nonsense.
I can't continue that! I must change the bad habits of sprouting nonsense. The worst thing is, people might freeze to death!
I got back some papers today. Combine humanities, Elementary Mathematics, Additional Mathematics, Mother Tongue and Physics. So far so bad. 2As, 2Bs and 1D!!! The D was so extra! Very very extra! Actually, there's only one person to blame -- THAT'S ME!!! I didn't pay attention for that subject and I did not do my revision for that subject... How am I going to score well??? Well, as if I listen in class for social studies and elective geography, but surprisingly, I PASSED! YAY! Actually, I didn't prepare much for this Mid Year Examination due to poor time management and laziness. I was concentrating on dance earlier on. I didn't expect to score well for most subject. The subject I'm worrying about the most is English. I wrote out of point for the Free-Writing Section. Ahh, just don't wanna mention it. But I have to face the music tomorrow.
I had Chinese Mock Exam after school. It was the Paper 1.
This whole week, I'll never get to go home early after school:
Today- CL Paper 1 Mock Exam
Tuesday- CL Paper 2 Mock Exam
Wednesday- Chemistry Practical
Thursday & Friday- DANCE!
Saturday- Performance at NAFA!!!
GOOD BYE!
lots of love @
21:15
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
Stuck
I'm stuck at home whole day!
My mum wasn't fully recovered yet. My sister's temperature was raising in the morning. I had no choice but to stay at home to take care of them. I also need to send my younger brother to tuition and fetch him.
I wanna take my Chinese Mock Exam seriously. It would be fall on Monday and Tuesday. Whenever I wanted to do something to brush up my language, my mum needed my help. I just don't wanna tell her that I'm busy. So I attended to her as quick as possible. My younger sister kept crying. I was somehow stuck beside her.
Sigh, people please take good care of your health. Don't fall sick! :D
lots of love @
21:46
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Friday, May 11, 2007
Just an ordinary post
I promised myself to keep it in my heart. But I told two people today.
Those tweeny weeny things that made me intoxicated with joy sound stupid. Well, I AM STUPID. =X
I had done lots of silly stuff such as laughing and giggling to myself, realised that I actually had a jacket at the end of examination, keep forgeting what I wanted to say when I ran to someone with excitement and so passionate to tell one what I wanted to say and kept breaking my own promises. All those stupid things I had done made me sounds like an idiot. Hahas!
I don't know if it's a wrong move that I told it to two of my friends. But I really had to say it because I hope that at least a friend understands my need. I told another friend because I wanted him to help me to stop his friends from teasing me regarding _____. I want to avoid some misunderstandings that I'm worried it might occur next week. I don't want history to repeat. I know that something bad might happen if I don't stop them in time. His friend are certainly childish, illogical and unsensible.
Well, my mum isn't pleasure that I'm blogging right now. All right. I should end my silly post here.
lots of love @
22:13
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Mid-Year-Examination's Over!!!
WOOHOO! Yupps! The mini battle had finally ended.
P.S.: Chinese O Level's coming!
A lot of things to be written. But my laziness just doesn't allow me to. 2 third of my family is down with fever. I'm not! Take care people!
I want to thank those people who consoled me two weeks ago gratefully. I'm totally fine with it. But I mustn't forget to be thankful! Yea!
I'm super high recently. Though I had to mug and mug and mug during the past few days, there was something going on that neutralized my stress. I won't say it out. (Shitstead's heart gonna be itchy!)
Shitstead can compete her name with Arthur's. Arthur's real long -- Arthur Douglas Chiam Cheng Cai; Shitstead's -- Cooking Tay Quek Yan Jun Jocelyn! Hahas!
Lot's of funny things going on.
The Seconday 4 Express and Secondary 5N students took the examination in the Hall. It was freezing cold. I wore PE attire, school unifor and jacket for the first three days of examination. It was still cold and my hands were frozen.
For this whole week, I was so cold that I even forgot to put on my jacket during the examination though it was on my lap. I only put in on until the invigilator collected my paper. I FEEL SO STUPID! Haha! I kept shievering, finding ways to keep myself warm.
I think I should end here, I need to take care of my sister.
Goodbye!
lots of love @
16:29
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