Sunday, July 22, 2007
can a day pass slower?
92 MORE DAYS TO GCE O LEVEL WRITTEN PAPER
I hate counting down to O Level.
I don't like the count down board placed at the right hand side of the quadrangle. But I really have to face the music. I haven't began with my revision. It's really too late to start now.
Everyday, I'm very tired when I reached home from school and it's already 6pm. After taking shower and having my dinner, I'll feel tired. I don't even have enough time to complete my homework! How about revision? (AND WHY AM I BLOGGING RIGHT NOW?) I don't know.
I have to go back to school every Saturday for mock examination. SIGH.
Can I escape from reality? No, that's life living here. Whereby CERTIFICATE is SO IMPORTANT. Why? But I think values are more important than certificate. But living in this society, I must score well if not there will be no space for me in future. No matter what, to me, is moral first, studies second.
How I wish each day will pass slower. I NEED TIME FOR REVISION. I regret to spend time meaninglessly in the past. It is just too late now.
There are a lot of things I wish to do, it's O Level that I have to push them aside.
Neither could I blame O Level, I think it's my poor time management. I wanted to perform in the play for the Mid Autum Festival in Fuzhi. I really want to. But it will fall on 22nd September, which is very close to O level. Ahh, help!
lots of love @
09:48
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Monday, July 16, 2007
GOOD START, GOOD DAY!
THE MORNING WAS A FRESH START.
I did my morning duty... (GUESS ONLY MY MUM & BROTHER UNDERSTANDS) A GREAT START INDEED!!! My mind was much more tranquil and I could see things clearly. My day was indeed a happy one!
THREE OF MY BELOVED DAUGTHERS -- DENYSE, REGINA & KHAIYIN, were waiting for me outside my classroom. They gave me a "GOOD LUCK CARD". SO SWEET OF THEM!!! I LOVE MY DEVILRINAS... They are forever sweet!
I had my GCE O LEVEL CHINESE LISTENING this afternoon. I told my mother to tune in to SYMPHONY 92.4FM so that I could check the answers with her. YAY! MINE WAS ALL SAME AS HER... (It doesn't mean that I got all the answers right, I'm just happy that my mum and I think alike actually!) WHEEE!
lots of love @
21:59
... I believe it's possible
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
Between Friends and Family
Family and true friends usually shower us with care and concern.
Their good intentions are usually neglected. But in my heart, I trust that whatever they do for us will be benificial, even though their actions seem "evil". It makes no sense that family and true friends will harm us. Agreeable? It makes me happier to see the good side of their actions. I feel warm in my heart and more delighted!
My heart was chilly in the past few days, but I'm all right and optimistic.
I really thanks those people who makes me happy! Especially my HONEY NETTE, my BEST PARTNER THERESA, my DAUGHTERS, my DEAR LALA, my SWEET JUNIORS, my TRULY SISTER QIANQI, my MUMMY, my TRULY BROTHERS, my GOOD FRIEND YING HAW, my NEW GREAT FRIEND JACKY and my ALWAYS SHITSTEAD, LAINE, SYLVIA, HARN and KITTY and my SOARING WINGS SISTERS! There are a group of good lots too like CHERYLC, AILENG, QIKANG, GUOPENG, HONG SHENG etc. Also (1-7)Diots SHIMIN, YIFEN and MACADIA... And blah blah blah.
Well, they're GREAT PEOPLE. I LOVE HUGGING MY DAUGHTERS. THEY MAKE ME HAPPY!
Ya, I believe that it's hard for some people to accept the fact that Ying Haw appeared in the list above and I still label him as "Good Friend". I'm not sarcastic at all. He's truly a good friend. He consoles me and cheered me up. I truly appreciate it though I always scold him in my blog. Actually, he's not as evil as I describe. He knew that I broke down. He said, "Wipe your tears and be strong" and "there are still good friends around, just appreciate them". Yes, I truly appreciate them. I apologised for being harsh to him most of the time. Aileng, old man isn't that bad afterall, ya?
Thanks my SHITSTEAD, LALA and JACKY for concerning about my health.
lots of love @
21:26
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Get it over
Come on Qianyong, stop being so blue...
Well, I'm FINE now I guess. Just ignore the previous entry. It was just a misunderstanding and miscommunication. WELL...
I RAN IN THE RAIN...
We were supposed to take our 2.4km run today. It started drizzling before we ran. But Mr Raffi said that we should carry on till the rain was heavy. Indeed, the rain was getting heavier. Shitstead and I ran in the rain together. WOOHOO...
102 days to GCE O LEVEL first written paper.
lots of love @
17:40
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
WHY WHY WHY!?
I feel helpless and my heart shatters.
I knew that today's incident would happen. It was what I had expected over the weekends. That was what I'm not hoping for. I didn't know that it would occur so soon.
This involved 3 people -- 2 great friends and one junk or 2 females and a male. Hey, wait, this is not about triangular relationship or rumours. It was all about friendship. It was nobody's fault. It's just sensitivity. I was utterly disappointed and astounded. Hope that everyone will get over it soon.
(Relating topic)
Anyway, I promise my mum (and myself) that I would not get into any boy-girl-relationship until I have graduated from JC. I'm able to control my feelings. I'll wash away infatuations if I feel that I'm starting to like a guy who is being too nice to me. And I won't fall into flirt's or play boy's traps. I'm IMMATURE for relationship now. That is not the most important think I need currently. It only brings about worries. Since I've promised my mum, I should not break it as my mum has never broken any promises she made for me so far. Agree or not, it's up to you.
Sometimes, old man (as in Ying Haw) gives the right advices.
Well, thanks old man! Thanks for listening and giving good advices. Bu ting lao ren yan, chi kui zai yan qian. LOL!
lots of love @
22:03
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Saturday, July 07, 2007
Seventh Night of July
Today is just an ordinary Saturday.
To certain people, it's a special day -- 070707.
A lot of people had their wedding today.
070707, my emo day...
lots of love @
23:22
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Friday, July 06, 2007
ROAR!
I haven't been blogging for the pass 8 days.
I was busy in fact lazy to post new entries. My GCE O Level Chinese Oral was over. Don't ask me much about it again. If not I'll get emotional. I screwed up, I stammered, unlike the usual me who speak Mandarin fluently due to anxiety. The calm and poised me (as how Jiaying described me) was gone. I broke down after oral yesterday. The most comforting lots were my Chinese Dance juniors -- the secondary ones and twos. I LOVE THEM! Thanks for the hugs and concern! I feel much better.
I saw a very familiar face in school yesterday.
A secondary one girl who was from NPCC seems so familiar. I had seen her somewhere. I was trying to recall... I SAW HER IN FUZHI!!! She was in the same group as me when I went to Metta Home on first of July. YEAA, it's her! (:
I went to Metta Home with my Fuzhi Classmates and two other classes. The three classes were mixed and re-shuffled into 4 groups. Cherylc and I were the group leaders for group 4. I had 3 monkeys in my group. They just talked non-stop.
Hmmm. Those mentally disabled ones really needs affection from us. Some of them are really stubborn, as in, they will not listen to anyone and insist to stay where they are. I really impressed those nurses.
I wasn't scared of any of the clients there. Hey, they are human beings too. They have feelings but they could not express them with words.
We performed for them. Those enthusiastic ones followed our movements. They were so delighted. Even a stubborn one looked at me with appreciation. The touching moments made my nose sour. I played musical chairs with them I let them win and led those blur ones to the chair. I love being with them, seriously! The clients also danced for us! Some of them could even shake better than me!!!
I love my juniors!
They are just so lovely. I paid them a visit this afternoon and I recieved a warm welcome. Their standard had improved a lot. I like the new dance that Madam Ong choreographed. I recieved hugs from them when I arrived and before I left. I LOVE THEM!!!
Miscellaneous
There are certain matters that bother me a lot. I wanted to tell my elder brother, but he is busy. I wanted to tell my mum, but she seems very busy listening too those rubbish. I wanted to tell my dad, but he is the one talking all the time (I don't get a chance to talk). I wanted to tell my younger brother, I told him but he seemed not understand, so no point telling QianQi.
Lala has some doubts to tell me too. But we had no time to see each other. I have lots to tell her too. She seems understanding me the most compared to the rest. I miss her.
lots of love @
21:21
... I believe it's possible
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