27th May 2008 -- SENTOSA OUTING WITH OG9! WOOHOO... I went to Sentosa for free! I'm showing off again. Because I waited for Huai Ching at Serangoon MRT Station for an hour and he felt guilty... So next time you wanna go sentosa for free, wait for Huai Ching. But wait, $3 per hour of waiting, is it worth it? I was so worried that I would be charged for overstaying, suprisingly, I wasn't. I was studying for my History test, but in the end Huai Ching was reading my notes. He enjoyed reading it. When we reached Vivo, we were looking for the other OG mates. They were at food republic and we don't know where is it. I saw cable cars and Huai Ching said he wanna take cable car! Hmmm. Well, we couldn't find Food Republic. Then HC went to POSB to make ATM card. He made me waited again. Haha! The rest of the OG mates (Wen Jun, Amelia, Yue Yin, Jing Wen, Feng Ru, Siew Yi, Grace, Jue Han, Jing Wee, Ke Ming, Zhi Hui and Cheng Yong) were outside the cinema. They were considering if they should watch movie because it was raining. All thanks to HC!!! Ahh, all the plans were destroyed! ): But the rain wasn't that heavy, so we proceeded to the shuttle bus to sentosa!!! The rain stopped once we alighted. We took the tram to siloso beach. The sun was scorching and Huai Ching was hiding under the shade... Amelia, Siew Yi, Feng Ru, Grace, Zhi Hui, Jing Wee, Jue Han, Cheng Yong and Ke Ming and I went to the sea. The sea is fun! JH and JW swan across to the other shore. ZH, CY and KM started sand fight. ): They threw the sand at us. =/ It was fun anyway!!! I felt so sandy. I went back to the shore. Here came derrick! He brought frisbi!!! Finally! We played monkey and ZH was the regular monkey! After the game, we went to Ben's and Jerry. HC, SY and FR were there already. Jing Wen, Grace and I shared a tub. We went back to the beach and it began to rain. So we danced at Pavillon! After dancing, we went to take shower. BrrR! The water was so cold. We changed and proceed back to Vivo banquet for dinner. Jean Le came to join us. Hey, don't laugh at my $3 dinner! Their service was ermmm... Well, I shan't comment here. Well, that's all!
28/05/2008- I GOTTA FLUNK MY HISTORY TEST!
Today- I WENT BACK TO NC. I MISS MY DAUGHTERS A LOT! I had a great time crapping and dancing with them!!! =D lots of love @
23:42 ... I believe it's possible
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Sunday, May 25, 2008
Thank you Yuxi (:
Yuxi came back from Taiwan to prepare for her SAT. Luckily she came back! (: She provides me with her listening ears, to listen to my predicaments and gives me the best advices. I LOVE YUXI! She's my very very very special friend because I know her for not more than two years and don't get to see her so often, but she always helps me to take care of my beloved sister and always tries her best to help me. I really appreciate what she has done! ALL THE BEST YUXI!
I went to JJ for Yoga Conference performance. Oh my, it was so grand. But we were so bored! I get to interact with my fellow crank and had great time chatting. We weren't enthusiastic about the performance. After that I rushed down to superbowl to meet my Yes Youth pals and Isabella (JJ) accompanied. Stella (NCHS) went there with us too. It was a little awkward for Isabella because she knows none of them there. That's why I appreciate her companionship. (: Stella was so cute during bowling! Oh ya, Yu Lun was so funny! After bowling, we went to Spagedi (I don't know how to spell) for dinner. Oh my! It was so ex!!! Lala and I almost fainted! LUCKILY YU HAN COVERED THE REMAINING COST FOR US! THANKS!!! =D After dinner, we went to esplanade sky garden for night games! There was fireworks too! It was so fun! I had a great time with Lala and Yuxi!!!
lots of love @
23:37 ... I believe it's possible
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
suffocated
I feel aphyxiated. Not literally of course! I've too much predicaments and I really want to spew them all. But I don't want to sound like those irritationg lady who whines a lot. I don't want to lament. But I am right now. Oh my, am I becoming an introvet? Arwww. I miss talking to my mum! She's always the one who listens to me. But now... She's so busy!!!
I hate to go home late. I hate to be late for lessons. I hate to waste my time for nothing. And I don't like to lie!!! ): Please don't force me to lie!
There's something that's bothering me recently. I don't know who to tell. I don't wanna tell my mum because I know her answer will be "You can jolly well ignore it, why are you so stupid?" I don't wanna tell my JJ friends because I don't want others to have bad impression of someone. I don't wanna tell my NC friends as they will think that I'm suffering badly. Uh huh! I know who to tell already!!! He is the only one who'll listen always and I know He will hint me the best solution and help me sort things out and look at things at a broader perspective. (: Yay. SOLVED!
[PS. It begins to rust.] lots of love @
22:09 ... I believe it's possible
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Here it comes
We never know when impermanence will stike on us. But it just struck on anyone suddenly. Cherish the time we have with one another so that there won't be anything to regret or feel guilty about. It is cancerous. We just accepted the fact. She has overworked. I'm indeed impressed by her character. She is a strong woman. No matter how tough her life is, she always chooses to perservere and not uttering a single word. She hates to slack. No matter how sick she is, she persisted to work. And he... He always hurts her badly. She often hides in a corner and cry. Yet, he never realises it. Grandma, I love you, get well soon!
I went to Toa Payoh stadium and cheered for team JJ badminton. We lost to RJ. But JJ is a good loser. We don't jeer but cheer for RJ! And we cheer as if we win the match! But I would rather attend dance AGM...
lots of love @
22:27 ... I believe it's possible
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Touched Touched ='D
It was Vesak Day yesterday. So there was no school! YAY! :D Monday is kind of a dreadful day if it's a school day. I usually feel lethargic every Monday when there are lessons. Haha! I had a great start of the day with Lala! We went out at 5.30am! I had a great morning till afternoon with Shu Ting, Jessica, LiTing, Brother, Jian Sheng, etc. I was supposed to go to Cherylc's house in the afternoon but my dad didn't allow because I've to go back to Jurong West at night. ROAR!
I'm going to flunk my Chinese Literature test. :(
I crashed the leaders meeting because I had to accompany Qian Ting. And I'm going to cheer for Team JJ Badminton Team tomorrow!!! :D It's the first time in history that Team JJ Badminton got into final! ALL THE BEST!!! WOOHOO!!! :D Qian Ting and I were slacking during PC. We walked around the track and talk. I LOVE YOU QIAN TING! CHEER UP OKAY?! :) We left early and eat. After eating I had to report to dance studio as we're preparing to perform for J2 Civics in hall. Arwww.... All of us were not in performing mood! Yawn! I was just playing on stage. I didn't feel nervous at all! Well, I ate with Crank, then lecture, break, tutorial, CLL test.
I LOVE OG9!!! Thank you friends! I'm so touched! ='D lots of love @
18:40 ... I believe it's possible
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Saturday, May 17, 2008
Yay
I went for the children's camp briefing just now at 1pm. I'm not the one attending the children camp, but the one facilitating. Oh my, it is not as easy as I thought. After that we went around annoucing about campus retreat. After that I had a meeting with Yes Youth committee. Gosh, I didn't really take down the minutes. :X What a lousy secretary I am! After that I had dinner with LiTing, ShuTing, HuiYun, WanEr and YuZhuang! We had great time chatting till 9pm! But I enjoy being with them. (:
日月照不到的地方，灯照得到。我们现在点的是心灯，是世间最重要的明灯。
Avril Lavigne - Innocence
Waking up I see that everything is ok The first time in my life and now it's so great! Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed I think about the little things that make life great I wouldn't change a thing about it This is the best feeling This innocence is brilliance, I hope that it will stay This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by I found a place so safe, not a single tear The first time in my life and now it's so clear Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere I wouldn't change a thing about it This is the best feeling This innocence is brilliance, I hope that it will stay This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming It's the happiness inside that you're feeling It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming It's the happiness inside that you're feeling It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry This innocence is brilliance, it makes you want to cry This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away 'Cause I need you now And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by This innocence is brilliance, I hope that it will stay This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by lots of love @
23:13 ... I believe it's possible
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GREEDY
I'm greedy, I'm self-centred. I realised that I've lost my compassion these days. I totally show no concern to the people who are affected by the earthquake until two days ago. What's wrong with me?! I'm so upset that I've lost my compassion.
[PS. I viewed you from high and far.. I realised how greedy I'm in my weird dream last night. I made various endeavours just want to make you realise my existence, without considering about how others feel. What's so special about me anyway. Roar! All those contradictions in me makes me feel so confused!] lots of love @
10:28 ... I believe it's possible
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Friday, May 16, 2008
Sports Meet!
Go go Owens, go go! Fight fight Owens, fight fight! Go go Owens, fight fight Owens, all the rest can go fly kite! Fly kite, fly kite, all the rest can go fly kite! Fly kite, fly kite, all the rest can go fly kite! OWENS!!!
Despite all those cheers, owens still got the last place today, during the sports meet. It's okay. At least I enjoyed cheering and dancing!!! The sun is scorching. Bilika got first. Qian Ting and I were taking pictures when the leaders in front were asking us to squeeze. How inconsiderate we are! But haha! We were cheering by the track when others were cheering at the grand stand; we were taking pictures at the grand stand when others were cheering by the track. Here are some pictures that we took:
Looking down from grandstand
JERRY THE GREEN RANGER!
Qian Ting and Yu Feng
Me and Yu Feng
This guy... I don't know who's that
Qianyong & Qian Ting
QIANYONG, QIAN TING, XIAOYANG
US and King
US with LESHI =D
She bemoans everything to me everytime. Certain times, it seems to be oblivious to her that there is always someone who allows her to vent her anger on and without uttering a single words of unsatisfaction. She became indignant when someone did something that was unfair to her. She shouted at me when things go awry.
I feel so happy that I have my Master, my mum, my dad, Kompsiyah, my brothers and sister, Lala, Winnie, Min Min, Hui Yu, Xue Yan, Shitstead, Jessie, Ms Tan, Wan Er, Yu Zhuang, Yu Han, Shu Ting, Jessica, Theresa, Li Ting, Teacher Yue Qing, Qian Ting, Jue Han, Nicholas, my beloved daughters etc, listening to me and understand me at all different situations.
[PS. How I wish it is oblivious to anyone all along and all the dishearting stories are unknown to me. I feel the contradiction in me. I want myself to get over it as soon as possible, yet I want it to stay as how it is now.] lots of love @
14:11 ... I believe it's possible
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Thursday, May 15, 2008
Going against myself
Lala came all the way to JJ to look for me!!! :D:D:D I'm so touched! I had a great time with her yesterday all the way till 8pm. I told her my secret...
Before that I was preparing Jue Han's birthday card with Qian Ting. Actually, I intend to make it today instead, but since Qian Ting didn't want to go home immediately, we stayed back to make the card. Earlier on, it was councillor investiture. Oh my, it was so grand! Before the councillor investiture, I was rushing with Siew Yi's birthday card with Qian Ting. Weren't we busy???
[PS. I hope that it's ignorance to you. But deep down, I wish that you will know. How I wish each day can pass slower.] lots of love @
22:29 ... I believe it's possible
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Happy or Sad?
I don't know how should i disclose this to them. They'll be very upset when they find out without me telling them. Sigh... I'm sure people don't get what i mean because i don't want people to get it... lots of love @
18:36 ... I believe it's possible
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
JJ Talent Time Final showdown!
JJ Talent Time 2008 is finally over!!! I feel so complicated... As in should I feel happy or sad or whatever. Haas! Time passes so fast! Talent time practices and rehearsals were so time consuming. BUT IT WAS SO FUN! CRANK IS SO BONDED!!! WOOHOO!!! Thank you YES YOUTH for supporting and the SUNFLOWER!!!
Ying Quan and Cheri were the emcee for yesterday's talent time. Basket got the champion for vocal groups, Denise got the champion for vocal solo in English, Jowell got the champion for vocal solo in mandarin. As for dance categories, Sizzling sense got first. (Crank got second) There are some politics going on and i shan't elaborate. As for the entire talent time final showdown, I LOVE THE FINALE, THE PART WHICH DIONNE CHOREOGRAPHED!!!
I can't wait for Isabella and Dionne to send me the pictures that we took yesterday!!!
Well, yesterday, the entire CRANK was having problems thinking how to style my hair. Because no matter how I style it, they said I look very "Chinese Dance". I changed several hairstyles and at the very last minute, Salina thought of a very cool hairstyle for me! THANKS SALINA!!! EVERYONE LOVES MY HAIR!!! :D:D:D
Ying Quan and me after the show
me and dionne during rehearsal
Me and Sangeetha
Kai Hui and me
Elisse and me
Me and Sha sha
Me and Hong Yang "hihi"!
Yang Ce, Wan Ting and Me before rehearsal
WARDROBE IS FUN!!!
YU FENG! Haha!
lots of love @
11:12 ... I believe it's possible
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Saturday, May 03, 2008
I'm Fine (:
Please don't be mistaken. I'm alright in JJ. I have great friends like Qianting, Charlene, Pearly, Pearlyn, Cheuk Ni, Leshi, Xu Yao, Jin Xian, Isabella, Sha Sha, Vanessa, Dionne, Wan Ting, Yak Kah, Xiao Yang, OG9 mates etc... They are great. Fellow NCHS people, I'm fine. (:
Indeed it's not easy for me at the start. Firstly, I'm far away from home. Secondly, I know no one there from the start. Luckily the people in JJ are friendly. But at least now I know that I have close friends like Qianting, Charlene and Pearly to tell them my sorrows. Actually, I have not much sorrows there. Certain sorrows starts from me, but not others. I choose to be sad. So, it's my own problem.
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