Saturday, August 25, 2007
toodles
GOOD BYE MY LOVE... They'd left...
I'm an EMO-KID today. I sent them off in the afternoon. Lala, Shitstead and many other people came too. The other yuan qu students also had their friends and relatives seeing them off. It's an involuntary action to cry when they entered the departure hall. We waved goodbye vigorously. Now I have to concentrate on my studies and stop being sulky and wretched. I shall see them after my O Level, if not on their winter vacation. I'll give them my fullest support. There's no point crying now. And my tears are toxic, my face are allergic to my tears and now there's infection.
I don't think I'll write much as prelimnary examination commence in less than two days time. All the best!
- Double Emo, UPSIZE. TM
lots of love @
15:49
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Friday, August 24, 2007
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DOUBLE EMO, UPSIZE.
Arwh, don't wish to talk about it.
Thanks SHITSTEAD. LOVES!
Good bye my sweet little ones, see you in spring!
lots of love @
18:32
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Friday, August 17, 2007
Wonder
In seven days time, I wonder how my life would be like?
Would it be peace and quiet? Or CRYING AWAY? Or MUGGING? I have no idea how I will react when they depart. I'm still calm right now. I NEVER KNOW, IT'S AN INVOLUNTARY REACTION, I GUESS.
I will give them my FULLEST support! Prelim starts next week. Should I comfort myself by thinking "YAY! PEACE FINALLY!" I guess, this is a very mean thought!
I'll be taking my ENGLISH O LEVEL ORAL next Monday. Well, TOODLES!
Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST CHERYLC!
Well, GOODBYE!
lots of love @
22:19
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
CHILL
I feel a sudden chill. Deep down, nobody knows, but I think Theresa knows some.
I think I'm DISLIKABLE. I just feel so. Sometimes, closest friends may be the one stabbing each other. There are so many examples I could see. Well, it's EASY to see someone else's fault, but not our own fault. I'm FULL of mistakes, that's why I'm imperfect and that's why I'm here to learn.
At times, I don't like to "lecture" the others when I saw their mistakes. Firstly, did I commit the same mistake too? If I did, I must definately change. If I don't, I don't have the right to comment on them or punish them. Secondly, I don't have the right to explain to them that they're actually wrong as they have their on thoughts, it's hard to change!
Well, I love the learning environment in yuan qu! Everyone is really there for one another! Even the teachers! No one will be left out there. Everyone in there knows their values and always selfless.
And YuXuan seems to understand what I'm thinking. She's awesome! So do the other yuan qu students!
Another thing is, I scored a FUNNY result for my Chinese O level, so I'm going to retake on the 31st October. It's ALL RIGHT. Second chance doesn't come so often, and anyway, all those who are retaking, not to be so upset! WE SHALL WORK HARD TOGETHER AND SCORE DISTINCTION. WE ALL COULD MAKE IT!
Well, that's all I could say.
Tomorrow's CHERYLC'S BIRTHDAY! WHEEH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARL!
道理学了是用来关照自己，而不是用来观他人的过的。正是爹的谆谆教诲。所谓：“见贤思其焉，见不贤而内自省也。”所以，我没有必要去跟别人说什么大道理，因为我还没办得到，何必讲别人呢？我未正心，如何修身呢？唉，我有如篱笆吃黄莲--有苦难言。
lots of love @
20:42
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Bleah...
It had been more than a week since I last blogged. I was really busy.
There was no English Enrichment Course today, so I was rather free and went home early. I'm quite free today because tomorrow is National Day's Eve and there will not be lessons in the morning.
I had my Chemistry Prelimnary Practical Examination today. I simply do not wish to eleborate on it.
Oh yes, during last wednesday, there were Japanese students coming to our school for school exchange programme. I've made friends with them. The girls are sweet and friendly. I love TOMOKO! She gave a her art piece. She hugged me so tightly before she left. I also know Rie. I got to know her a few minutes before she left. She is a very sweet girl. I took a picture with her and now she is my penpal!
Anyway, it will be 19 days before they leave. I must cherish my time with them. I can't miss them, I'm not supposed to miss them. Hope they will become great people when they come back. Certain things must not be held on too tightly.
There are certain things that bothers me. No, it's that my mind is unstable that's why I feel bothered. RIGHT? Hmmm... There are certain people who think that they are always right and know a lot of things. It's all right to think that way as it is human's nature BUT THE WORST THING IS THEY ACT HUMBLE... Well, and I certainly know that who will comment on this paragraph when they read it. They will say that "IT'S VERY HURTFUL" or " IT'S SENSITIVE." Well, do they know that they hurt others too? They are trying to correct others, but please, they don't understand others situation and have no right to comment on it. But they say they UNDERSTAND. Anyway, UNDERSTAND is a BIG WORD.
But I don't care. If someone slap me on a cheek, I would jolly well offer another and utter no evil words.
ANYWAY, I'M VERY HAPPY THAT THE STUDENTS FROM FUZHI SCHOOL ARE BACKED FROM THEIR SUMMER VACATION! I'm so happy to see YuXuan and YuXi. They are my role models! I want to be like them too!
I guess I should end here.
lots of love @
16:48
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