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Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Stop holding on

I viewed one of my good friend's friendster profile. I shan't mention who. I realised he was attached. Well, that's not the matter. It was oblivious to me all along that he's attached and and... I messaged him. That's not the main problem. There was once he was dating with his girlfriend. I met him. I suspected that they were together but both of them gave me an innocent look. The girl even gave me her seat and I spoke to him for so long. Ah!!! SORRY! I didn't mean to interfere their affair. HAHAHA. But anyway, I was quite shocked.

Well, here's another affair! I felt a blustery wind blowing into my heart. I was quite flustered with his actions actually. His silence was kind of horrible. Did I irritate him? Did I make him exasperated that he doesn't wish to entertain me? I made it obvious that I'M ACCEPTING PEACE. But why I took initiative for all these while but to no avail? I guess those endeavours were futile ones! Gloom and guilt gutted my heart actually because I was the one who started all these fuss and now both of us have to salvage the situation. SORRY SORRY SORRY! I think I've been too frivolous at times. I don't want to turn him into second "Aiyo". In the end, I might turn out showing my sacarsm again. ): I don't wanna be sarcastic! I writhed when the embarassing flashbacks re-acnacted in my head. Although I don't have to struggle to keep a rein on the pain assailing my heart, I want a peaceful ending. Everything was too abrupt to me. Seriously, I couldn't fathom why he chooses to ignore. Or maybe he's too busy to respond. Anyway, thank you very much for all these while. (:

lots of love @ 19:20
... I believe it's possible

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